girls ... sorry Forgive me days without appearing to take over here, not dropping by your blogs ... q totally know when your lives are now, if reis or if you cry and I'm really sorry lot ...
But right now I can give full name of this blog ... from a few weeks ago I had said was wrong, aunq had best and worst days was not in a good season, had won me hell and I'm now entering the searched for telling me.
Life is a succession d qt carry more things sooner or later die, I sometimes think q's death is only the beginning but at times like these I realize that death would end the pain. But no, not alarmed, does not happen on my mind, always resurface d my ashes and this is no exception. Q I will make change the course of the cascade water d ...
hurts like hell I'm not being able to show as I am ... not with you or anyone else, for that Vanessa is asleep smiling and jumping in the warm embrace of pain.
But yesterday smiled, girls. Yesterday I went to see a military guns are in a forest park on the outskirts (for girls Coruña, went to Monticano) I always have called attention to these things (but I am very peaceful eh!) My grandfather was a soldier, my father tb is part of it all dsd and I have seen small as two heroes who idolize and who give their lives if need be (and now is when I fell on the ground screaming "into the trenches!" haha, well ... I still keep a d little humor) and ... where was I? ah, q I went to the guns, I got into underground labyrinth to hide d enemies and look for a huequecito the horizon ... and smiled again. I felt little girl again, I felt.
And no ... my life has completely lost direction q Do not you think this is going to stay like that ... even I have considered giving a 180 º ... q no Pope has always opinareis ... wanted to follow his path and now I think, I have 3 years to get it I have all the time in the world, all the illusion for one day show I've done something good in my life and now I do not care where q has to go, I just want to look down and say here I am, I did it.
other hand want to leave this city behind. I am locked in a golden cage could almost say. I need to feel alive, drop everything and leave in search d other life, no matter what happens later.
Ru few months ago offered him work in Madrid, and said q would if I went with him. I did not leave my people here and stayed. He stayed cnmigo.
And now if I return the favor?
Anyway ... my life is a mess but despite all know q d I'm not going to pay, now or ever.
d least ... I miss you a big kiss to all (Vaal, a tod @ s, q tb some guy there lol)
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